“I don't sing because I'm happy; I'm happy because I sing.” ~ William James

Hey people. I live by the name Olivia and I have the ability to express myself through the art of singing. Music is my second oxygen. Take it away from me, and I'll probably go crazy. I can either be nice to those who treat me nicely, or be my inner demon to those who dare mess with me. I am quite optimistic towards life and without love, it would be hard for me to survive in this world. i can say that i am unique in every possible way and i admire those who are courageous enough to be their true selves. i am an uber cheerful gal especially with my family and friends around, 'cause they are my lifeline. get to know me first before making any hasty judgments. then i can assure you that you won't regret having me in your life. that's all. btw, you're great for reading this. i follow back.


the story goes like this… Once there was a girl , she’s witty and funny and talented.. some says she’s smart.. ahaha YEAH I BELIEVE THAT.. :D then… She has tons and tons of crushes.. but one man made her heart BEAT like hell no. This man over here is her best friend.. He has the same talent as hers.. But he’s more eager to get on the top.. the girl never mind what the future is as long as he’s with her.. But time passes.. the girl knew that the man she love , loves another… the sad part is the girl is much hotter than her. ouch ! it sucks.. but SHE IS MORE TALENTED , and SMARTER

( bobita ang gaga ahah ang sama ko ) … The guy she love hated the girl for some reason that she doesn’t know.. it’s because the girl he courted chose another man and it wasn’t him of course  … She fell further in love when she was with the guy.. as time passes.. their friendship grew stronger except for the fact that the guy didn’t know that the girl was madly in love with him. They were in third year college.. They’re not in the same school.. but they always have the time to be together cause’ they’re BEST FRIENDS , YES BEST FRIENDS. The guy saw the girl he courted before and He doesn’t know whether it’s a good or bad news to hear that his ELEGANT , BEAUTIFUL girl he courted before broke up with the guy she have chosen. The girl best friend suffer in silence , the guy knew that she was in love with him but he didn’t take any action.. he himself doesn’t know why… the girl , felt death about the love she had with her best friend … The girl her guy best friend courted before is flirting with him , and it seems like her best friend’s falling for it.. she was his FIRST LOVE.. as time passes both of them I think found each comfort with each other… they are now boy friend and girlfriend.. the girl best friend anted to  forget all the things they’ve done together , share together and love together.. the girl lost the world she once have and just a split second of time… She wasn’t herself all the time… until a guy came.. He was not as good looking as her best friend but he truly loves the girl even before she knew him.. The girl thought she can now move on.. cause’ God gave him someone she’ll truly love she guessed. 

The guy being happy with his long time dream girl felt incomplete.. every time he goes to places that they used to go to with his best friend she misses her badly.. and then realized that he fell in love with her long time ago it’s just that he is to numb to realize it.

He broke up with his “current” girlfriend immediately.. and told her he had been in love with his own best friend for a long time.. the ex-girl friend knew it already so she didn’t make any hesitation to let her man let go..

The girl best friend is now happy with the guy she knew.. in fact she’s ready to answer the guy who’d been courting her for months and months and months , but deep in her heart … he still loves her best friend…

In a blink of her eye… she saw him… all sweaty… She thought it was all a dream… They guys courting her hugged her tight. and Told her to never go… she cried and run away..

Years passed , no connection with both of the guys she LOVED… She is now a graduating student.. with flying colors of course.. A TEACHER. :D ( alam na ahahahin my dreams ).. during the ceremony , the lights suddenly turned off a video played , showing pictures of his best buddy and her… a tear fell from her eye…. singing her favorite song out of my league her best friend came out of the stage.. She was amazed cause’ no one interrupted the commotion… the guy who courted her is on her side that time.. he told her everything … she came up to the stage.. and a sweet long kiss ended it all… 

( corny.. dream ko lng na mangyari yan.. if ever.. you know na.. :D 08 save me ah :D )

Ang pag-ikot sa OVAL ng BAGUIO ay walang katapusan… an OVAL has no end point… therefore.. once you’re in you can’t get out… to infinity ang labanan namin ng OVAL SA BAGUIO.. ahahah gosh.. when will I STOP RUNNING??? I’m already exhausted na…. konting push na lng ba??? Dapat matagal na akong na huminto pero wala ngang finish line dba??? so saan ??? pwede magpahigop nlng sa black hole?? sorry ah.. :D yeah .. been having TONS OF CRUSHES.. :S but see.. tindi ko tlga kahit kailan.. sabi ng professor ko masama daw akong ma in love IF EVER. hahahha share ko lng.. :D kase obsessive type ako.. :D hahahahha yeah ! alam neo yan .. baliw yung prof ko n yun eh.. anyway kuhaan ng card nmin sa April 2?? sama kau !! dali :D bali.. 51 lng pamasahe ahhaha :D pero pag naawa ako.. wala naawa lng ako ahah ! : alam ko namang walang sasama.. hhhmmmmmm…… mapapagod din ako sa pagtakbo.. :D for sure yan.. medio mapit na.. mga 75/25.. magagabi na kasi sa OVAL ng BAGUIO…. baka multuhin ako.. balita ko maraming multo dun eh ahah CREEPY… haysss I MISS YOU CHUBACHUCHU…! alam neo bang di nila mapapantayan yung sayang NAIDULOT NEO SAAKIN.. :D pero nagseselos sila.. sabi ko kase sa birthday ko invited sila pati kayo ciempre sabi nila … kung iinvite ko kau.. di nalang daw sila pu2nta sa mahahti daw attention ko.. partly true.. ako nalang mag-isa magcecelebrate… kme nalang ng sarili ko ahahhaha pu2nta ako dun sa Ferris wheel ng Star City sasakay ako mag-iisa kakantahin ko lahat ng fave songs ko hanggang matapos yung isang ride ahahah :D ahahahha tapos uuwi na ako saamin.. kakain ng higanteng pizza mali.. adaan muna ako ng simbahan at magsisimba.. tpos uwi n ko kakain ng pizza at magdarasal uli at matutulog na.. ahaha baliw na ba ako mxado kaya auko ng bakasyon.. nababaliw ako.. miss na miss ko na talaga kayo??? ahahhahahahah 

-> dapat sa chubachuchu ko ipo-post ito ayoko na nilang mabasa to’ ahahha :D

oo nahihirapan ako.. kase di ko man aminin “ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS” kita sa kilos ko na sia pa rin laman ng <3 ko.. pakshet lng iba.. If it is only possible. I’ll rip my heart out .. I’ll replace it with an iron one.. ahhahah para wala n akong maramdaman….

pag katapos ng lahat ng nangyari parang lalo pa akong na-fall FCUK ME RIGHT? ahahhaha when will I MOVE ON.. THE REAL MOVE ON… :D SHIT! SHIT SHIT I CAN’T STOP CURSING.. ahahahhaha ang hirap tindi ko ma in love.. ahahahhahah buset! osya cge sa mabakasa nito god bless nlng ! :D nilay nilay din aahahah

“LATELY I HAVE HAD THE STRANGEST FEELING ” iiiihhhhhh oo STRANGE ! KASE NAMERN ! IT’s MR.#08’s smile. :D Yeah the first time he smiled and said hello to me after our first conversation s FAcebook noong March 08 , 2013.. sabi na nga ba:D Ang mga #08 ligayaa at lungkot na hatid.. :D I’ve been seeing him a lot lately… LIBRARY moments sure are sweet :D He knew me already… He hasn’t ask my name but he already knew me.. :))))))))))) When he smiled.. it was like everything went into slow motion GHAD! I glanced at him.. at di ako TH nkita ko sinag nkitingin din sia… Kanina sa HALLWAY ng Third Floor:D ahhaha KIIILLIGGGGGGGGGGG! ahhh yoko siang mag 4th year.. ON and OFF CAMPUS.. means i will not see him anymore… pero sbi ni Efrain. bka daw di p kse Library assistant sia so that means.. 18 units per sem lng.. kwawa nman ang baby ko hhh :D Hope something new will happen ! :D I like him a lot ! :”> HOW ABOUT 24601.. well nothing has changed except the fact that , I haven’t move on with what I’m feeling towards the guy! I’m not yet exhausted pa DAW siguro and maybe on the later part.. HOPIA pa rin ang PEG ! ewan leshers ! asar ! :D #08 save me from the nothing I’ve become ! :))))

—> Ms. #08

hhhhmmmm ano nga ba gusto ko when it comes to a boy??? Matagal ko ng pinag iisipang gawin ang blog na ito :D wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh <3.. KASE KILIG KILIG AKO KAY 08 knina kasabay ko uli sia sa JEEP ! GHAD OUR LOVE STORY . :D jk. 

1. Gusto ko yung total opposite ko 

—-> Ako madaldal , medyo makapal ang peg , well I’m so used on it.. Singing on stage , campaigning , Explaining something , reporting and sometimes ACTING oh dba???( this is essential I will be a teacher , I HAVE TO DO THOSE THINGS hahaha ) npaka echusera ko… kya nman yung gusto kong prince charming.. yung PA-MYSTERIOUS EFFECT na… TAHIMIK.. pero SMILE palang yung TIPONHG TUNAW effect n ako wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :”»»»»»»»> my ghad..

2. Someone who loves MATH rather than ENGLISH or non-number subjects :D

3.Someone whose very tall

4.Someone who loves to dance than to sing

5. Has a white or fair complexion..

6. Tahimik ( madldal kase ako )

7. Good listener..

8.May sense of humor

HEllo :D again I’m updating my life once more. :D hahaha yep.. Shumuba nanman aketch.. eh pano ba namang hindi… NTC is surrounded by cheap foods that I can buy whenever I want. :D lalo na sa mga vacant hours.. 

Before…

AFTER !!! grabe.. pag wala akong inspirasyon.. anyan ang napapala ko.. di kaya STRESSED lng ako at walng MAGAWA sa buhy KUNDI mag-aral at kumain ! :D o dba???

hhhmm since second sem that started last November life changed.. PNU dreams are left inside a box na ni kailan di ko na bu2ksan.. I will cguro pero pag nag masteral na ako.. :Dhhmmmm … new CRUSHES.. later na … NEW FRIENDS.. and NEW BLOCK… maraming nawala …

MASAYA at the same time nakakapanibago… MAGANDANG SUBJECT .. BWISIT na PROF.. ahahha

pero I will never forget the day … When me and  MARK RUSSELL CRISOSTOMO.. hahhaha I knew him already ,.. he’s the one who’s making singil the mebership in math club.. :D he caught my eye.. but then.. I’m eyeing someone different pa nung time n un.. :D Then… i was alte on my first subject .. I saw him behind me and I was like ” hey it’s the kuya who collects membership fee” then i went into the FRONT SEAT and he was at my side.. alllaaa something’s beating inside me.. aahahah it’s my HEART ! :D from then he was ALREADY MY CRUSH… yeah my FIRST CRUSH ! ahahhaha thenn I joined the math chorale and he was THERE alllaaaaa???? is is a co-incidence  or it ws fate?? marami pang nakakakilig na pangyayari (look at your’s corby II memo ) yep.. nung nakaraang linggo lng.. nilingon nia uli ako.. :D I mean… It’s been a very long time since.. I have this feeling CRUSH LANG.. kase you know naman the one who I always LOVED??? yeah… I think in love prin ko sa mokong n yun pero.. ewan.. auko na.. FATE will do something… kung kame kame! ok ! :D peace up! 

basta yung BLUSHING MOMENTS namin ni MR.#08 ay nakakakilig… parang ang tagal kong di nag blush.. ahhahaha :D anyways…

marami pa ang nagabo..

actually matatapos na ang sem na ito.. IT’S FUN IN COLLEGE! MATURITY and INDEPENDENCE hahaha :D saka na uli update pag may kakakilig monets n kme ni mr.#08 weeeeeeeee..

I CRSUH HIM <3 

Bitter lang teh>? ahahahahah oo bitter na ang bitter.. saka n ako mag u-update! :D 

“what a journey it has been” ng mga nakaraang araw frustrated ako sa sarili ko.. hindi ako to.. ahaha hay nako Something’s got into me.. putek. basta magulong magulong magulo.. anlayo ko na sa dating ako… o nagiging madrama lang ako dahil sa wattpad?? pero real. ahahah ewan…. come back real me ! :D

Wala lang napaka bilis ng mga pangyayari parang kanina lang nageenjoy ako ngaun.. napapagod na ko kakaisip sa kanya .. my gesh! :D

SARANGHAE ___yah.. :D Kajima ..  

Hayyyyy Good Bye! sa lahat sa pagtulog ko ng 5:00 am at pagising ko ng 3:00 pm ahha galit n nga saakin mga magulang ko di daw ako nakakatulong ahahh oh well matutulog ako ng maaga mamaya may pasok na bukas. PAKSHET LNG :D weee

       ” yey 1000 pocket money ko”

ahahh akala ko makakatipid ako jk. lang pala. :D Malayo pa ang summer in fact the fast approaching Halloween ( actually it will be tomorrow ) and Christmas , my favorite of all ! na darating pa.. pero Last night , you know I do love going back( mahilig daw akong mag balik tanaw kaya di maka move on sa mga bagay bagay ) and reading my past journals ” DIARY”  I’ve read my entry about this BOY AND ME. :D ahahha at kakanuod din ng Documentary about sa multo ng BAGUIO kaya NAALALA KO ANG LAST LAST SUMMER ESCAPADE ko with SCB :D ( STUDENT COORDINATING BODY 2011-2012)

Here are the glimpse of BAGUIO :D

—-> di ko alam kung saan lugar to’ pero featured to dun sa Horror Docu. na napanuod ko :D Ganda diyan..

—> the green roof , is the roof of  the teacher’s camp and the building over there is The Baguio Country Club :D

may mumu daw dito huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu SCARY! :D

eto yung road , notice ang dilim tlga sa paligid at kme lng yung natatanging tao… LOAKAN ROAD.. huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu the White Lady… ahhaha

Affected much ako nung Sunday dun sa Baguio ahahahha! na-miss ko tuloy bigla kaya naman kagabi , I slept at exactly 5:00 am huuu.. it’s because of thinking of someone and reading our NAKAKAKILIG MOMENTS ON BAGUIO :D itago na lang natin siya sa ngalang o code name “24601” ahahhah

gabi noon sa lugar na ito

ang ganda , parang nasa universe ka …

I went out , without anyone else around me… looking at God’s creation I found it so breath taking .. then suddenly , someone went to my side… at ayun 24601 , I was thinking of him that time ahahha KILEG ANG PEG..

we were talking of something so SILLY ahahaha :D ahh ewan.. dalawa lang kame nun.. bigla kaming pinapasok. ahahah ay nako. BV selos ata! wahahha ! :D basta…

Kaya naman BAGUIO I’M LOOKING FORWARD TO BE WITH YOU AGAIN… aaahahha PARA MAG REMINISCE pero I’VE HEAR na baka ISAMA si 24601 ahahha SANA! :D aaayyiiieeee <3 bye !

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